Terrible...

WHEW!!!
Today was one of the most terrifying day on my life. There were 2 IEDs found inside our school campus, not so sure it there were really 2 because we were panicking. Honestly, i didn't panic for the threat of the bomb what i was so worried about was when i checked my pupils, ONE WAS MISSING!! And i know that the boy (my pupil) is my responsibility. I gave them instructions calmly. I told them to form their lines outside without talking, and go to a place advised by the SWAT members who went to check the area. I have 44 pupils present, the rest were able to follow what i told them, only that boy did not. I went back in our classroom to check if he was left there,but no one was around. I looked for him, my heart was pounding to death. I think i went back 3 times to check if he was in our room. When i went back to my other pupils, he was there. I asked Where have you been, he only responded with a big eyes on me. Aren't you afraid i asked, NO he replied. If he only knew how i felt hearing his response, If he only knew how i felt while i was looking for him. Then i realized how big my responsibility was, 44 lives were under my care. To be honest i wasn't panicky of the bomb it was just when i found out one was missing. Its hard to flock a sheep. More so, to keep eyes on kids, (human beings) This event made me learn how God feels when one of His child is missing.
This wasn't the first time a bomb was found near a school, HERE, a bomb was also found and defused near a school here in NORTH COTABATO. OMG!! what is happening. Where did all of this come from?? Pray for us.
enough!