Getting Nervous :D

55 days to go!!! hays, i am starting to feel nervous. Last time we talked about his coming here i felt "wedding jitters" / cold feet as he termed it, whew!! Still praying nothing will hinder that "day" to come. Come high water or hell!! LOL
as i was thinking about that "visit" i come to ask myself, am i really ready to be with him? Is this for real? And every time i question myself, the answer would always be based on how i feel, YES!! i am ready and very willing to traverse life with him, to whatever path it may lead US, i am confident in his love. :D And with a bunch of prayers i know our LOVE will be alright. I have so much plans in my head right now, he has his visions too. We don't talk about the future that much, too afraid for it to fade before it will come true i guess. And every time we come to topic our future we would always say "pwera usog!!" knock on wood!! :D
I have been told by my sister to get to know him really well before ending up together, in my mind my answer was... i have my lifetime to know him better, just let me love him today. :D Many a times, as i lull my self to sleep, i recall all my memories back then, and the things i have done, decisions i made, at the end, it will lead to finding an amazing love i have right now, so again, i have no regrets in my past i have nothing to change in my life or else it will not be the same. I love my beautiful life JUST AS IT IS. And i am very much thankful to God for He has been there since conception :D.
Please be our prayer partner. :D


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