Life Back then...

Oh boy... i don't want to feel this anymore... i will not allow my heart to beat like 110/minute :D aside form it is a sign of excitement, it is also a symptom for my hyperthyroidism. :( so... yeah i don't want to make my heart beat as fast as that. :D
i not excited..... am i??? LOL 54 days...
My day was quite a handy one. Except that, i still have not spoken with some people. :-/ I am thankful that i was able to greet the new day with a smile. Well... i am in love!!
This is not the first time that i felt this feeling. I had a wonderful chance of feeling this back in that University. Yeah.. he was someone i prayed for, 2 Years i prayed to God to make a magic between that man and me.. but as someone said before "when things don't come your way, it means God has the BEST plan for you, something more than you can imagine" And yes, it is very true. As i am writing this post, my memories from that school are coming so fresh in my mind. Oh my life then, was soooo light, as lightly taken right now. I know some people have felt soo thankful to God for allowing another day to come into their lives, and i felt that. I mean it is as if i am sooo blessed that i could not ask for more. The idea then was to "just live the day as it comes" it was just like, waiting for His will to befall me, something like that. And only one man made me feel that.. i don't know if he knew that i was "madly in love with him" if that would be acceptable because another word would be "INFATUATED" :D Whether it was infatuation or love i am still so thankful to have felt that.. it molded me in a way or two in becoming a person i am right now. Just a day or so, i was scanning some profiles and i was glad to see his face.. same old him :D a picture that will always remind me to be thankful to God. Nothing's changed with the way he looks, but.. with the way i looked at him has CHANGED SO MUCH!!
That university.... will always be a part of my life. :D

that's all..