UNTITLED

"hopeless romantic" these adjectives best describe me. Yeah yeah i have been HR since birth. lols i really am wishing of my happily ever after just like my favorite love stories have ended. nahh... I can still recall my first "crush" he was a classmate in grade 1. it'll be a secret for the moment. lol
i just admired his cuteness. in 2nd grade, i admired a bit older guy/gay LOL. he was cutie and later on i found out that he was a gAY good for him. :D at 3rd grade i had another apple of the eye, he stayed in my mind for 3 years, (grade 3 to grade 5).......... and the rest is history.
it was in my college that i discovered my skill (if that word would be fitting) in writing poems. My poems were never published i lost track of how many have i written but they were all written for my so called "crushes". yesterday, as i was scanning my stuff, i found this poem that i shall be sharing with you. it was dated February 20, 2005. for a co teacher whom i found soooooo handsome, very ideal but UNFORTUNATELY very UNAVAILABLE hays..

(if you want you can suggest a title for this):)

i was under a spell, so hard to fight
it was dark with no bit of light
i have lost hope to feel free to love
but then you came along, someone i wish to have
I made another dream, which you are a part
as someone who'll always be in my heart
but dreams are always uncertain to come true
i became fearful of not having you
why love is so unfair
i'm always at the losing end
i love, love and love
but i only got me to have
i wish it could be you
i pray that this dream will come true
but i suddenly realize,
i cannot have a love of lies
you can't be mine
you cannot make my love shine
i am just a nobody
and that is another story.

i am just a trying hard writer i know. but the very least thing it did to me was i expressed my emotion that very moment. it wasn't really organized and i have no plans of editing it. :D

that's all..