A Fathers' Day....without Dad...

Today is not just an ordinary Sunday... It is Fathers' Day. To all DADS... happy fathers' day.
Unluckily, i have not been given a chance to hug my dad and greet him on Fathers' Day. I was just 12 years old when he was shot dead, and i have no idea of Fathers' Day then. it has been 15 years now since he died.. 15 long years of just talking to him silently and greeting him on his birthday, fathers' day, Christmas and other important dates in our family. I know, he would have been so proud of what we {his 8 children;)}have achieved. We may not have the perfect lives, but life is just right.

Pang, thank you for being my father. Thank you for providing for your family, sure you are not a perfect father, but you did provide for us. I may not have spent my life with you, not that long for you to make me feel that you love me,but I know you do, and i love you too. I never had the chance to kiss you but i know deep in my heart, i would have hugged and kissed you today. And i know, YOU would've given me an advice during that storm in my life. Thank you once again Pang. I miss you. kiss Lola for me, i know you are together now... and Pang, pray for me.

Gosh,, i am getting emotional now. Anyway.. Happy Fathers' Day. (sniff)